Sunday, March 5, 2017

About my day and feelings; March 4th, 2017

I needed to write. I'm sorry that it's not a story, but it is very sexual and I think it's pretty hot.

For anyone who doesn't know, I'm an owned sex slave. I am very extreme, and into a lot of things most people would find disturbing, not even remotely sexual, never mind sexy, and find the inner workings of my brain meats terrifying. I don't care. I will never care, and I refuse to follow the status quo anymore, despite years of trying.

My Owner, Moon Goddess Eclipse, has just recently realized how much she enjoys this fact, and is discovering how intense her fetishes were, and how far they can be pushed as well. She has always had a thing for psychosis.

Anyway, today I had my first task. It was written out on facebook, but she added to it while i drove Her to work. It was my day off, but she was working in the morning. i was given a task to edge myself three times, at specific times, and take pictures for her to review later. In the car, she added naked, and gagged all day, but I somehow misunderstood exactly what i was meant to do. So, when i got home, i stripped and plugged myself with my tail, and got to work, edging myself the whole time.

It was already close to the first scheduled time, so it was only a few minutes before i decided to start, but I thought it would be sexier if i recorded it, so i lubed up my ass, (her favorite fuck hole), and my big double sided dildo, and I fucked myself. For like a good 20 mins. It felt so fucking good, and it was really hard to stop, but I did. And I was kinda proud of myself, actually.



I used that to make a gif, posting it on facebook, hoping she would see it. She didn't, because she didn't have her tablet or anything with which to see it, but I was still pretty pleased with myself, and other people did see it, which I think was kind of the point. I then went back to work, playing with myself the entire time. It was...the most equisite agony, because there came a point where the slightest touch to my clitty was too much to handle, but I still had to keep going. And I did. I would move to every part of my cunny, stimulating myself and drowning myself in all the hormones that cause arousal.

A while of work went by, and my mind was completely running amok with ideas and scenarios and ideas, all of which were hot to me, but getting scarier by the minute.

When it came time to fuck myself again, I needed it badly, and spent half an hour fucking my ass with my biggest dildo, moaning like a little whore. At that point, I just wanted some kind of an audience, especially if it was only Miss. But, all i got was the camera, taking pictures when i was at my most needy, my most vulnerable.


It was so hard to stop. I didn't want to. I wanted to cum so very very badly. I needed it, and my mind was swooning with the hormones, drowing in them, and I was feeling lower and lower, until I felt like a beast, some wild thing who understood nothing but fucking and cumming. My mind was only focused on sex, my body was burning with need, my ass just wanted to be fucked more, while my cunt was crying to be touched, used, filled...I couldn't, but I wanted to so very badly.

Then, after I picked up Miss, we were going to get my my own stuffie, (i am still a little, after all), but then my tire went flat, and the night had to end there. At 6pm. And it sucked. So today is about picking up after that whole mess, though I do think I still get to get a stuffie today. Yay!

I hope you enjoyed this! I'm going to try to write more often. Let me know what you think of my plight in the comments, and I'll write about the next big cool thing when it pops up. And don't forget to share this on facebook, twitter, and google+, if you use it. Spread my shame, and let everyone get in on the fun!

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